Friendzoned again, I believe. It wasn’t because I was nice guy, so much as I misrepresented myself to someone, and when it became clear that I didn’t entirely know how to handle them, it pushed them away.
Still, I’m in a mood. My date for the 4th of July is now off, and I just want to ‘phase out’, sleep the whole day away, and just cease to exist for the next 30 hours or so. In the meantime I get a lot of comforting messages from girls who say I’m a fantastic guy, that I’m a catch, that I’m a gem, and yet no one wants to talk to me. I stay confident, I stay positive, I’m not rich, but I’m not terrible looking, and yet I have to wait until I’m 35-40 to meet someone who wants to form a steady relationship?